Number 61.
Graduate from college.
I have three words for you.
I.
Got.
In.
YEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSS.
I got in to BYU Provo.
I’m going to college.
I’m moving to Utah.
Holy crap. Holy crap. HOLY CRAP.
Here’s what basically happened this week. Day to day, I’ll give you the rundown.
Monday: Was just waiting. Day started out not too great, kind of sluggish–nothing really exciting happened until the evening when my writing went really super well. I did endurance writing with some NaNoers that actually write in other months besides November like me and I wrote a total of 2000 words that day. It was awesome. But no word from BYU at all.
Tuesday: More waiting. I didn’t expect anything that day, and the day was basically the same as the day before. Kind of sluggish, but awesome in the evening because I went to a thing in preparation for another thing that I’m not going to talk about because people I know read this blog and it’s sort of a surprise. đ
Wednesday: I went insane. I was fully convinced I’d hear word that day, so I was obsessively checking my email every you don’t even want to know how often. I was just going crazy and more crazy and even more crazy and by the time the day was over I was like ADGOUAJEHFGSOUPAREGSFOUR because there was nothing.
Thursday: Here’s where things started getting interesting.
I heard from the School of Music on Thursday.
Not the university itself, but the school of music.
I didnât get in. At least, not right away. I was put on the waiting list.
My dad, of course, immediately made three phone calls to figure out what was going on. Basically there are only a certain number of slots and they can only accept a certain number of people, but Iâm literally one or two on the waiting list so itâs almost guaranteed Iâll still get in because people always change their minds. And it was funny because evidently one of the piano faculty took one look at my application and was like âwhoa!! Thatâs Dan Montezâs daughter!!â because my dad went to BYU in the music department with this guy.
Anyway, there was that and then the person whoâd listened to my recording had some criticism–the Bach prelude was good, because it was mechanical and it was kind of supposed to be that way. The fugue was a mess because it was mechanical and not sensitive enough, which made them think I wasnât sensitive, but then they heard the Schubert and they knew I was and they actually commended me for even daring to play that because it was so hard. So that was good because that was what I was most terrified about. But the Ravel was a mess, too. And that had actually been the thing that I was like ehhhhh we should re-record that but we didn’t because we were tired of recording and we guessed it would be fine. Oops.
But it was a very nervewracking time. Because then I was all like oh, but now what if I donât get into the school and all this stuff and my parents came up with like four backup plans for if each previous one fails so I knew something was going to happen I just didn’t know what yet.
Friday: Here’s what happened. I was worried out of my mind all of the day and it was getting to the point where I barely even wanted to hear from them because I was so afraid it would be bad news. So in the evening I drove to karate with my sister because that’s what happens on Friday nights. It’s literally a minute before class starts, and I check my phone one last time. The BYU admissions Facebook page. They themselves have said nothing like “we’re sending stuff out!” like they’ve done in previous years but OTHER people posted on the page saying “check the website! I got in!” and stuff so I freaked out and called my mom.
She said DO NOT check until I got home so all of karate I was nearly exploding with anxiety and once it was over I practically flew out the door. I was already putting my shoes on before anyone else was even out of the dojo. Then I tried not to drive home like a maniac. Iâm not entirely sure I succeeded. So I got home and my mom was like AAHHH and we were both like poasdfghoipuahsjgfiuphjg and she said âI think I should look. Iâll lookâ and I said NO I CAN LOOK so I looked in a couple other places first to mentally prepare myself–see if theyâd posted anything or who had gotten anything or what–nothing was going on except people on the facebook page were saying they got accepted so I went to the website. I had to log in.
It was very hard to press the enter button. I was scared. I was scared theyâd say no but I finally just did it and the page looked almost exactly the same, saying all the materials theyâd received and the dates theyâd received them and that Iâd met the priority deadline–
But.
Before– Application status: Complete
After– Application status: Admitted
I almost cried.
I screamed, a lot, and then I almost cried. I was on the edge of it. I was hugging my mom and jumping up and down and almost in hysterics.
After I calmed down a tiny bit, I closed my computer, took my craplot of stuff upstairs, changed into my relaxing clothes, then came back downstairs. Messaged Susan and D. They didnât respond, so I texted them telling them to check the messages. D responded first and he was like !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! đ đ đ đ đ and Susan was being all like âoh, did something happen? Hmm?â and D gave me a virtual hug and Susan was laughing and it was eaogsopireghpuei[rthgpietwghflawtpejghtwp and then I posted it as a status and told another friend who was also eagerly waiting to check the website and she got in too and so did a few other people I know and it was all so flipping awesome I thought I was going to explode. And then I was reading the welcome to BYU thing and it was just a whole bunch of stuff and later I was also looking at the MyMap thing that they wouldnât let me look at until I was officially affiliated with the university and it showed my requirements of GE and it all said ânot completeâ except ONE SAID COMPLETE AND IT WAS MY MATH CLASS THAT GOT WAIVED BECAUSE OF MY TEST SCORES SO THAT WAS EVEN AWESOMER and it also said I was in the music premajor program because I had applied but hadnât gotten accepted yet but they knew thatâs what I wanted as my major so Iâm still going to be waiting on that but I wonât find out about it until like the end of April and thatâs when I tell them Iâm officially coming as well so until then Iâm just basically waiting but Iâm pretty sure Iâm getting in to that so I can start making those class schedules and all sorts of fun stuff and also be able to figure out where Iâm living and working and everythingâs going to be awesome.
The end.
Except it’s only the beginning–that’s why I’m starting 61. Because getting accepted to college is the first step towards graduation.
So yes.
So.
Excited.
See you all next week!!!!